exhausted....

feeling sad and down. I always knew my dad might die but having it actually happen, feels just terrible. I'm comforted in the fact that I know he was surrounded by family and love. I was there by phone and was able to play several songs for him. I'm grateful he got to hear his favorite Mozart piece, Alleheuia and songs that represented my love for him. I do feel sad I didn't get to hug him good bye. I will have to think about that and remember all the times before this...memories that are dear to me. And I will hug my family and get hugs from them.

I don't know what is going to happen after all of this .We shall see.

I need to make a photo montage of my dad...