One last thing...

I have had this on my mind for a long time...people think, when they see me, oh, she doesn't have a worry/care/problem in the world. I don't wear black or am skinny as a rail or act out in public. I don't do those things because I don't wear my heart on my sleeve. However, I do feel things like everyone else. I just don't think it's normal to have a scene because bad things happen. Hell, they happen all the time and are we supposed to melt into a pile every time? No. Plus, it's not how the world works...we deal with it, we treat the problem and cry in private.

I will think about this story when I deal with people who judge a book by it's cover and can't let go of the past...